Life of John Heskins 2

One morning, in reply to an inquiry respecting his feelings, he said to his beloved sister—

"'Content my Father with thy will, 

And quiet as a child;' 

That's how I am, my dear."

To a similar question, at another time, he replied with great energy, "Oh, very well! there's not a single jar in the whole machine—it all goes smoothly."

One day, when really weaker, and less able to enjoy his food than usual, he looked up with a countenance full of gratitude and benignity, and said, "I wish all the world were as happy as I."

To a friend, who happened to remark that the weather was dull, he Quickly replied, " Oh, don't say that any thing is dull here I we don't know what the word means." Having walked round the garden one morning, and brought in some (lowers, he said, "How beautiful! and then to enjoy Christ in all!" His eyes were overflowing with tears as he spoke.

One evening, as some friends were about to leave him to attend public service In the house of God, he said, "Ah, if I could, I would gladly go with you. Let us have that hymn,

|"1 love the windows of thy grace 

Through which my Lord is seen.'" 

He always wished the twilight hour to be spent in singing.

One morning he told his sister, that if he had not, like Paul, been "caught up into the third heavens," he had enjoyed such manifestations of the love of Christ that he could truly say, "Whether in the body, or out of the body, I cannot tell.

Referring to the dying words of a beloved niece, twelve months before, he said, "What an expressive word that was of dear 's, 'And you will soon come, uncle; I am glad I am going first; I am glad I shall not have to sec you go.'" He then inquired which day she died, and added, "I shall soon be with her."

On the last Lord's day evening he spent on earth, a beloved relative having in the course of his prayer at the family altar referred to his ardent love for the church at Shortwood, he was asked, if he had been able to join in this devotional exercise—"Oh, yes," he said, "I hope so—

'My soul shall pray for Sion still, 

While life and breath remains.'" 

A night or two before his death, his cough being worse tlian usual, he said, "This is sharp work; this cough will soon bring me down; but it must be met with christian patience, and with uncomplaining complacency in my heavenly Father's will.'

On being asked by his beloved wife, if his waking hours during the preceding night had been comfortable, he said, with great emphasis, " Oh, delightful! I have had many things communicated to me of a most interesting nature." Soon after this, he was heard to whisper—

"None but Jesus, none but Jesus 

Can do helpless sinners good.'" 

Something was then said to him about the peace of mind he enjoyed; he quoted, as in answer to the observation, those well known and expressive lines,

"Jesus, our great High Priest, 

Hath full atonement made.'" 

Whenever he heard an allusion to Mr Francis' first labours, he evinced the most genuine humility, and never suffered it to be supposed, for a single moment, that he could think with complacency on his own doings. On such occasions he usually said, "My simple trust is in the finished work of the divine Redeemer;" and would reply to an inquiry respecting the state of his mind, in the short but emphatic sentence—"not a cloud! not a cloud I"

The closing scene was now at hand. On the morning of Wednesday the 17th of October, the evidences of approaching dissolution were too distinct to be mistaken. On the preceding day our beloved friend had spent several hours in the sitting room, and on this morning too he was anxious to leave his couch and his chamber; but, listening to excuses for delay, it soon became impossible for him to reiterate his request. The writer was permitted a place in the sorrowing circle round that bed on which this man of God was "languishing into life," and had the satisfaction of witnessing the final triumph of the dying saint. A few short sentences were exchanged, "Do you now find the Saviour present with you, and precious to your soul?" "Yes, indeed, I do!" "You will soon be with him." "I hope I shall." Shortly afterwards, a wish having been expressed that the writer would lead the devotions of that weeping group, he intimated to his dying friend that he was about to engage in prayer—an intimation which was welcomed with a benignant and satisfied look, and a kind and gentle "Thank you—thank you!" These were his last words; for during that engagement the power of articulation was rest, and in a few moments the ransomed soul ascended to its rest.

The removal of such a man, in the present state of society, is no common loss. The world has few such, and in the immediate circle from which he has been taken, his loss is irreparable. The estimation in which his character was held was strongly marked on the day of his funeral. Hundreds followed his remains; the pall was borne by six neighbouring ministers; many shops were closed in the line by which the procession moved towards Shortwood; and, at the grave, and in the meeting-house, at least a thousand persons were assembled to pay their silent but cordial tribute to his worth. In several of the neighbouring pulpits, funeral sermons were delivered on the following Lord's day; while at Shortwood, where he had so long and so worthily sustained an official connexion with the church, an attempt was made to improve the dispensation in a discourse from Colossians i. 12, which was listened to by a very numerous audience, for the most part clad in the garb of mourners, gathered from the surrounding country, and from different sections of the church of Christ; but all united in the opinion, that neither the world nor the|church could well spare such a man.

In this memorial, it has been the writer's aim so to present the character of his estimable friend, as to improve the reader, as well as to interest his mind. Mr H was not a man whose eminence could be ascribed to adventitious circumstances, or to the possession of mental endowments in which few men ate permitted to share. Though his powers of understanding were originally good, and improved by habits of reading and reflection, yet to his piety, deeply seated, and diligently cultivated, must be referred both the charm of his personal character, and the rich combination of qualities by which he was fitted for most important service in the church of Christ. His religious views were moderately Calvinistic; and never was there a mind more impregnable both to ancient and modem heresies. Having at the commencement of his spiritual life sought after and found "the good old way," the growing experience of his own heart confirmed his attachment to the unsophisticated and ungarbled truth; and that truth, clear of all extravagancies and whims, rendered him a holy, happy, and useful man. Its influence on mm, and his attachment to it, combined to preserve him from those errors, both of sentiment and of spirit, which have ever abounded in the antinomian school; while he was equally secure from the more plausible and subtle inventions which even now disturb the peace of churches, and cripple the energies of good, though mistaken men.

His conscientious and devout observance of instituted means, was unquestionably instrumental in promoting the maturity to which he attained. Indeed, the very theory which he was at first led to embrace, as it combined an entire dependence on the Holy Spirit, with a full admission of the value of all the divine appointments, was likely to conduce to this result.

Reference has been made to his early morning devotions in the closet. These, on the Lord's day, were preparatory to a prayer-meeting, commencing at half past six, from which he was rarely absent during a period of many years. In this social engagement his soul delighted, and from it he often carried away a frame so heavenly, that in the domestic circle and during the more public engagements of the day, he was evidently bearing about with him the vivid impression of " things not seen."

As a hearer, he was remarkable for his attitude of fixed and prayerful thought, seldom appearing to notice any person, or any object, except that, occasionally, towards the close of the sermon, he would rise, with a heart full of love to the gospel, and to the souls of men, and by his look seem to say, "Oh, that these appeals may reach their hearts!'' To the preacher he listened, not as a critic, but as a Christian; not with "itching ears," but with a relish for the truth, and a desire to receive it for himself. Though to him every part of divine truth was welcome, that sermon best pleased him which, while it displayed the riches and the sovereignty of grace, divested the sinner of all excuse for unbelief, and pressed on the believer in Christ his obligations and responsibilities.

In reference to his official station, it has already been intimated that his qualifications were unusually ample. Prudence, zeal, temper, perseverance, a kind regard to the feelings of others, with a readiness to exercise the spirit of self-denial; these were among his prevailing characteristics. Though often prominent, and always active, there was no display, no dogmatism. It is not known, that by a severe remark, or a look of unkindness, he ever wounded the mind of a fellow-member; while his devotion to the church, and his love to the brethren, combined with the gentleness of his manner, prepared him to become a peace-maker, and a healer of the wounded.

Among the poor of the flock, Mr H was perpetually evincing the love of a brother in Christ. In a church which for many years had been steadily advancing in numbers, and which at the time of his decease consisted of about six hundred members, the great majority of whom are at all times exposed to the anxieties, and often to the sufferings of poverty, our lamented friend found ample scope for his "labours of love." It was his delight to enter the humble dwellings around, and to offer the counsel and the consolation which his own heart most readily suggested. The greater part of his time was devoted to this employ; and not only did the objects of his solicitude derive advantage from his attentions, but on the general state of the church their influence was highly beneficial.

Of his pulpit exercises the writer never had an opportunity of forming an opinion for himself; but from others he has learned that in that station, and in that employ, Mr. H was distinguished by pathos and affection, while presenting to his hearers those evangelical sentiments with which his own heart was so deeply imbued. Nor were his pulpit labours "in vain in the Lord." Immortal souls were thus "made alive from the dead;" and for him was prepared the unspeakable joy of being by them preceded or followed to the glorious inheritance above.

This admirable man seemed to live but to do his Master's work. "For him to live was Christ." When disease had weakened his frame, and rendered him incapable of exertion, no regrets for himself were heard; but it did sometimes grieve him that he could no longer visit the habitations of the poor and the afflicted. "It was in his heart" still to serve the Saviour in these "works of faith;" but his labours were terminated, and his home prepared.

Much of the foregoing memorial has necessarily been drawn from the testimony of those whose intimacy with this man of God was extended through the greater part of his valuable life. Still, the writer soon saw enough to convince him that his lamented friend was specially raised up for the position he so honourably and so usefully occupied. Nor can he permit himself to lay down his pen without recording his grateful sense of obligation for the expressions of personal respect and kindness which it was his privilege to receive. Though a much younger and less experienced man, his mind was never pained by one particle of assumption or dictation; but it was often cheered and animated by the prayers and the cordial greetings and the little quiet tokens of affectionate interest which were supplied by his lamented friend. The very grasp of his hand, and the benignant smile on the

Lord's-day, often produced tliis conviction—"His heart is all alive to the cares and fears which attend the minister of Christ in the discharge of his public duties." In seasons of depression, his sympathy was sincere and prompt; while the joys of success were heightened and hallowed by his warm-hearted gratulations. If in his death, to whose worth this feeble testimony is borne, the church has lost one of the best deacons that ever a church of Christ was blessed with, the minister feels that he has been deprived of a friend and coadjutor, of whom he must ever speak in the most unqualified terms of affection and veneration.